Sunday, October 13, 2013

悔しい

i am so frustrated with myself.. so angry, so disappointed, so ridiculous.. so lost..

i came to japan with big dreams.. dreams that may sound silly to a lot of people but i cannot imagine myself doing anything else.

it's something that i've wanted from a young age.. for a long time.. i'm working for it hard.. i've sacrificed a lot of things.. a lot of good things to chase this dream..

嫌なことでも、我慢我慢我慢、とりあえず我慢。 なのに、when it's my time to shine, i just mess up everything.

i had a small live show today and i really stuffed it up.. forgot the lyrics.. played a wrong chord.. could anything go worse..

i'm just so angry with myself..
Posted by at 1:49 AM

7 comments:

  1. AnonymousOctober 14, 2013 at 5:05 PM

    Rachel, it's okay. :) Don't let this have a great impact on you. It happens with everyone, everyone becomes nervous and make mistakes :) Don't worry now! Past is past! Close your eyes, take a deep breathe and let it out with a BIG smile :D CHEER UP AND DONT WORRY, THERES ALWAYS NEXT TIME TO SHINE MY FRIEND!
    YOU HAVE TALENT AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS ;) BE POSITIVE AND LET THE NEGATIVE FEELINGS DISAPPEAR! :) HAVE A GREAT DAYYY! :)
    -Gina.

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  2. :)October 20, 2013 at 7:38 AM

    がんばってレイさん！元気出して！
    いつも応援します:)

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  3. AnonymousNovember 4, 2013 at 4:11 AM

    Even the best artists mess up on stage sometimes! Don't worry! You have one of the nicest voice I've heard. You'll definitely go places if you keep it up. You are very talented! ;)

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  4. sora naNovember 5, 2013 at 3:52 PM

    Dear Rachel, we all make mistakes, a lot of times!
    And those mistakes are what make us stronger and be more cautious and prepared next time!
    I am sure you did better than you thought you did! C'on, you are sooo good at singing and playing guitar!
    Nothing, even this mistake will beat you, right?
    Just keep on moving forward! We're all supporting you!!
    add oil Rachel~ You are the best, don't forget that!
    And thank you for your sweet videos on Youtube! I have been following you for more than a year now!
    Good luck in Kobe University! Hope everything goes well for you!

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  6. AirspearJune 6, 2014 at 9:54 AM

    Hey, there's a saying out there that only when you've truly hit the low point, you'll have no where to go but achieve higher. So don't fret about it. Accept it and know what you messed up on and improve. ^^

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