welcome/halloween party~ kobe university

Just came home from an awesome welcome/halloween party by TRUSS, a circle at my university aimed at helping exchange students~

This guy really has guts.. haha

very creepyyyy!!

costume competition!!

very sexy....

natto flavoured corn snack.. eeeeek!!

悔しい

i am so frustrated with myself.. so angry, so disappointed, so ridiculous.. so lost..

i came to japan with big dreams.. dreams that may sound silly to a lot of people but i cannot imagine myself doing anything else.

it's something that i've wanted from a young age.. for a long time.. i'm working for it hard.. i've sacrificed a lot of things.. a lot of good things to chase this dream..

嫌なことでも、我慢我慢我慢、とりあえず我慢。 なのに、when it's my time to shine, i just mess up everything.

i had a small live show today and i really stuffed it up.. forgot the lyrics.. played a wrong chord.. could anything go worse..

i'm just so angry with myself..